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  <title>pretend friends suck</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 30 Nov 2004 02:17:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>booo you whore</title>
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  <description>ahhh family sucks ... fuck being nice ..</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 01:17:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i hate the world ..and it hates me back</title>
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  <description>well everyone is going out tonight ... there all going bowling ... and even tho it makes me sad ... i&apos;m glad they didnt ask me to go ... i have no friends ... and no one reads this ... but i really dont care ... thats what makes it better ... no one can tell me that what i think is wrong if they dont kno what i&apos;m thinking ...  god i&apos;m cold ... and my eyes really hurt ... maybe from looking at a computer for 23 and a half hours a day ... naw ... well i&apos;m gonna pretend i have a life ... put up a clevar away message that makes people think i&apos;m cool and go to bed ... yep .. its 7:15 ... might as well go to bed ... leave em if you love music&lt;br /&gt;Ashten</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Oct 2004 19:53:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I love this movie</title>
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  <description>Memorable Quotes from &lt;br /&gt;Girl, Interrupted (1999) &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : [narrating] Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60&apos;s. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Daisy : You&apos;re just jealous, Lisa... because I got better... because I was released... because I have a chance... at a life. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : They didn&apos;t release you &apos;cause you&apos;re better, Daisy, they just gave up. You call this a life, hmm? Taking Daddy&apos;s money, buying your dollies and your knick-knacks... and eatin&apos; his fuckin&apos; chicken, fattening up like a prize fuckin&apos; heifer? You changed the scenery, but not the fucking situation - and the warden makes house calls. And everybody knows. Everybody knows. That he fucks you. What they don&apos;t know... is that you like it. Hmm? You like it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Janet : I want my fucking clothes! &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : Then you&apos;ll have to eat something, won&apos;t you? &lt;br /&gt;Janet : [singing] Oh Lordy, pick a bale o&apos; cotton / Oh Lordy, pick a bale o&apos; hay / Gotta jump down spin around pick a bale o&apos; cotton / Jump down spin around, pick a bale o&apos; hay... &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : [to Susanna] She thinks that bothers me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Oh my God... a guy I know was just drafted. &lt;br /&gt;Janet : What&apos;s his name? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Toby. &lt;br /&gt;Janet : He&apos;s dead now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Daisy : Which do you like better? Taking a dump alone or with Valerie watching? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Alone. &lt;br /&gt;Daisy : Everyone likes to be alone when it comes out. I like to be alone when it goes in. To me, the cafeteria is like being with twenty girls all at once taking a dump. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : That is fucked up, Daisy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : We are very rare and we are mostly men. &lt;br /&gt;Janet : Lisa thinks she&apos;s hot shit cause she&apos;s a sociopath. &lt;br /&gt;Cynthia : I&apos;m a sociopath. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : No, you&apos;re a dyke. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : You know, taking us for ice creams in a blizzard... makes you wonder who the real whack jobs are. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : What kind of sex isn&apos;t casual? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I know what it&apos;s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can&apos;t. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : How am I supposed to recover when I don&apos;t even understand my disease? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Cynthia : Hey John, call me a cab. &lt;br /&gt;John : Okay, you&apos;re a cab. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : No one cares if you die, Lisa, because you&apos;re dead already. Your heart is cold. That&apos;s why you keep coming back here. You&apos;re not free. You need this place to feel alive. It&apos;s pathetic. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : If I could have any job in the world I&apos;d be a professional Cinderella. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Dr. Potts : You&apos;ve been feeling bad in general. You&apos;ve been feeling depressed? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Well, I haven&apos;t exactly been a ball of joy, Melvin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : [narrating] When you don&apos;t want to feel... death can seem like a dream. But, seeing death - really seeing it... makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Valerie : You know, I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people - but you... you are *not* crazy. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Then what&apos;s wrong with me, huh? What the fuck is going on inside my head? Tell me, *Dr. Val*. What&apos;s your diag-nonsense? &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : You are a lazy, self-indulgent *little girl*, who is driving herself crazy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Lady, back off! &lt;br /&gt;Mrs. Gilcrest : Was I talking to you? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : No, you were spitting on me, so mellow fuckin&apos; out! &lt;br /&gt;Mrs. Gilcrest : Don&apos;t you tell me what to do. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Look, she gave your husband a rim job. Big fuckin&apos; deal! I&apos;m sure he was begging for it, and I heard it was like a pencil anyway. &lt;br /&gt;Mrs. Gilcrest : Why you - how dare you! &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Some advice, okay? Just don&apos;t point your fuckin&apos; finger at crazy people! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Am I in trouble for kissing an orderly, or giving my boyfriend a blowjob? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : So, what&apos;s your diag-nonsense? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Dr. Crumble : Susanna, four days ago... you chased a bottle of aspirin, with a bottle of vodka. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I had a headache. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : You think your free? I&apos;m free! You don&apos;t know what freedom is! I&apos;m free. I can breathe. And you... will choke on your average fuckin&apos; mediocre life! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is... Crazy isn&apos;t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It&apos;s you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends and by the &apos;70s most of them were out living lives. Some I&apos;ve seen, some never again, but there isn&apos;t a day my heart doesn&apos;t find them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Daisy : And my favorite part... it has a sign right outside that says, &quot;If you lived here, you&apos;d be home now&quot;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Take one fuckin&apos; step and I&apos;ll jam this in my aorta. &lt;br /&gt;[aiming a pen at her neck] &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : Lisa, your aorta is in your chest. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Good to know. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Maybe everyone out there is a liar. And maybe the whole world is stupid, and ignorant. But I&apos;d rather be in it. Id&apos; rather be fucking in it, than down here with you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : &quot;Razors pain you, Rivers are damp... / Acids stains you, Drugs cause cramp. / Guns aren&apos;t lawful, Nooses give... / Gas smells awful, Ya might as well live.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Instructor: Now what kind of a tree can you be, Janet, down there on the floor? &lt;br /&gt;Janet : I&apos;m a fucking shrub, all right? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Janet : That is not fair. That is not *fair*! That is *not fair*! Seventy-four is the perfect weight! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I didn&apos;t try to kill myself. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Potts : What were you trying to do? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I was trying to make the shit stop. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Hey Torch. &lt;br /&gt;Polly : Hey Lisa. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Did you miss me? &lt;br /&gt;Polly : Not much. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Margie : Looking better Lisa. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : So how&apos;s the engagement going? &lt;br /&gt;Margie : You know. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : No I don&apos;t know. I&apos;ve been away remember. &lt;br /&gt;Margie : Joe wants me to &lt;br /&gt;[silence] &lt;br /&gt;Margie : before the wedding. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Fuck his brains - out use a rubber. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;[Lisa talking to Daisy about going to Florida] &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : I am going to be the Cinderella. You can be the Cocker Spaniel that eats spaghetti. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : If talking did shit, we&apos;d be out of here by now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;[To Susanna] &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : You shared a man with that woman? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : What the fuck are you doing Lisa? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Playing the villain, baby, just like you want. I try to give you everything you want. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : No you don&apos;t. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : You wanted your file, I found you your file. You wanted out, I got you out. You needed *money*, *I* found you some. I&apos;m fucking consistent-I told you the truth-I didn&apos;t write it down in a *fucking book*! I told you to your *face*. And I told Daisy to her face - what everybody knew and wouldn&apos;t say, and she killed herself. And I played the fucking villain, just like you wanted. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Why would I want that? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Because it makes you the good guy, sweet pea. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Everyone here is fucking crazy! &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Potts : You want to go home. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Same problem. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : Is there something about sex which lifts your feelings of despair? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Have you ever had sex? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Janet : When they built this place they put the tunnels in so the loons didn&apos;t have to go anywhere in the cold. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I must&apos;ve missed that in the brochure. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Valerie : Remember me when you shave your legs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Has anyone ever watched you shave your legs? &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : I got two kids and one bathroom, what do you think? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I think you should lock the door. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : You don&apos;t want me, Tony. &lt;br /&gt;Tony : Yes I do, baby. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : No, you don&apos;t. I&apos;m... a crazy girl. &lt;br /&gt;Tony : You&apos;re crazy so we can&apos;t have one night of bliss? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I am a crazy girl. Seriously. &lt;br /&gt;Tony : You&apos;ve been in a hospital? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Yes. &lt;br /&gt;Tony : Do you see purple people? My friend, he saw purple people. And so the state came and took him away. He didn&apos;t like that. Some time went by and, and he told &apos;em he didn&apos;t see purple people no more. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : He got better. &lt;br /&gt;Tony : Nah, he still sees &apos;em. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Lisa : So, have you had your first Melvin yet? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Who&apos;s that? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Bald guy with a little pecker and a fat wife. You&apos;re ther-rapist, sweet pea. Unless, ah... unless they&apos;re givin&apos; you shocks. Or god forbid lettin&apos; you out. Then you get to see the great wonderful Dr. Dyke. &lt;br /&gt;Margie : She means Dr. Wick. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Oh, I&apos;ve been in his office but I haven&apos;t met him yet. &lt;br /&gt;M.G. : He&apos;s a she. Dr. Wick&apos;s a girl. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : That&apos;s right M.G. Wick&apos;s a chick. &lt;br /&gt;M.G. : Wick&apos;s a chick... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Georgina : Lisa? Is Daisy really getting out? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Yeah, she coughed up a big one. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : But how could - I mean she&apos;s... *insane*. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Yeah, well that&apos;s what ther-rape-me&apos;s all about. That&apos;s why fuckin&apos; Freud&apos;s picture&apos;s on every shrink&apos;s wall. He created a fuckin&apos; industry. You lie down, you confess your secrets and you&apos;re saved. Ca-ching! The more you confess, the more they think about settin&apos; you free. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : But what if you don&apos;t have a secret? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Then you&apos;re a lifer, like me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Valerie : Did you enjoy the fresh air Lisa? &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Yeah I did Val. Thanks. &lt;br /&gt;Valerie : Good, &apos;cause it&apos;s the last time you&apos;re leaving the ward. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : Is that a dare or a double dare? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : [reading from a book] &quot;Borderline Personality Disorder. An instability of self-image, relationships and mood... uncertain about goals, impulsive in activities that are self-damaging, such as casual sex.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : I like that. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : &quot;Social contrariness and a generally pessimistic attitude are often observed.&quot; &lt;br /&gt;[pauses] &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Well that&apos;s me. &lt;br /&gt;Lisa : That&apos;s everybody. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I&apos;m ambivalent. In fact that&apos;s my new favorite word. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : Do you know what that means, ambivalence? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : I don&apos;t care. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : If it&apos;s your favorite word, I would&apos;ve thought you would... &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : It *means* I don&apos;t care. That&apos;s what it means. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : On the contrary, Susanna. Ambivalence suggests strong feelings... in opposition. The prefix, as in &quot;ambidextrous,&quot; means &quot;both.&quot; The rest of it, in Latin, means &quot;vigor.&quot; The word suggests that you are torn... between two opposing courses of action. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Will I stay or will I go? &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : Am I sane... or, am I crazy? &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Those aren&apos;t courses of action. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : They can be, dear - for some. &lt;br /&gt;Susanna : Well, then - it&apos;s the wrong word. &lt;br /&gt;Dr. Wick : No. I think it&apos;s perfect.</description>
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